Monday, November 28, 2011


is a fucken genius, I wish I could have a conversation with him ond day (he loves playing the clarinet & I played it for 6 years of my life). Any who today I finally picked up my camera from the repair shop, so I’ll be posting more personal photograph posts. I hope you all had a lovely Thanksgiving week with loved ones & friends. xoxo Mel.


Model: Ashley Smith. Shot by Guy Aroch for Muse. 
Images via Tobacco&Leather.


Edie Sedgwick, will always be one of my top favorite style icons. Images via ChildoftheMoon.

Saturday, November 26, 2011


Today has been bittersweet to me.
I realized I lost my social security card and my gucci purse. but i was like pffft whatever because i was on cloud nine because i got a new job. so then when i got home, i realized that as i was waiting for my ride to pick me up after my interview(yeah i don't drive yet.don't judge me!), i left the folder that contains my certification from the state and school on the stairs...along with my osha/hippa certificates as well.
but it's totally okay. because i got 2 jobs now....and i'm doing what i love. i just hope someone doesn't try and steal my identity because i really want to own a house someday :/
if i marry somebody, do i get a new social security number??


Wednesday, November 23, 2011


Here’s Bleached video “Think of You”, it was a major bummer that I arrived late & only got to see them perform their last song (last Thursday at the Echo).


Opposites attract but they never last.
Is that true? Because it's  been  keeping me up for the past couple of nights and I just thought I'd spill my thoughts into a blog.
She's an alcoholic. He's a stoner.
She loves classic horror films. He likes those dumb animated kiddie movies.
She loves The Beatles. He loves Zeppelin.
She's never been in a committed relationship. He was with a broad for 6 years.
She's never lived with a partner. He lived with that same broad 6 years.
She's recovering. He doesn't want help...
She stays up all night. He wake up early as hell.
She's never had to work a day in her life. He's worked since he was 18.
She grew up in a nice neighborhood. He grew up in the hood.
She drinks and becomes everyone's bff. He drinks and gets violent and angry.
She loves the sun. He loves the moon.
She partied her ass off in high school. He was too busy with that broad to really ever party.
She loves her friends with all her heart. He doesn't believe in "friends".
Do they make the relationship interesting for the time being and in time, do we realize that the time we invested in each other only opened our eyes to what we really want...or don't?
Does it prepare us for what we will avoid in the future?
Can we really change ourselves to exploring things we find totally uninteresting to adjust to our lovers need? Or are we avoiding the inevitable by sticking around telling ourselves things will get better, when really nothings changed.
But then again...
She loves him. He loves her.
She has opened up her heart to him. He got in.
She built walls. He tore them down.
She sees a cockroach. He kills it for her.
She scared to be go fast on the freeway. He drives the speed limit now.
She always puts her seatbelt on. Now he puts his seatbelt on all the time.
She wears makeup. He never liked girls with tons of makeup.
She thinks she's gross without makeup. He likes to smear her makeup ;]
She doesn't think her body is all that. He worships her body.
She wants to make this work. He wants to make it work.
She really does love him & doesn't want to give up. He's giving up...
&She doesn't want him to be right.
p.s. he gives great head. what's a girl to do?!!!
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Sunday, November 20, 2011

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

What comes is better than what came before...

I can’t stop replaying this song, it’s simply great. 


 Stolen Girlfriends Club A/W 2012 Collection
Images via fashionising
Can I have the whole collection? Why wasn’t i born in to a wealthy family? Why don’t i have a rich boyfriend? I’m in love with this whole collection!